How can somethin' be so much heavier
sacrificial
but so much less than it seems?
Delbee Kha.
aether • jenova. she/her. est.
“Nice things don’t happen in storybooks,” Taryn says. “Or when they do happen, something bad happens next. Because otherwise the story would be boring, and no one would read it.”
love, do you want love? do you want lust? say you don't know maybe you like the control, all ice cold.
guidelines.
i know i created myself. i know i can't hide from the sad days and bad nights.
21+ only. I tend to write more mature things and am personally older and would like someone at least closer to my own age and/or to be able to fully understand mature topics with seriousness.
say hi. if you see me out and about, you can just shoot me a tell! I am generally down to chat, but will be OOC unless RP tag is on. I am friendly and down to help even if it isn't related to RP.
please don't be an asshole. any bigotry or just general jack-assery will be blocked immediately, thanks. I do not have tolerance for any kind of hate talk and just shitty people..
open-communication. If we have a long term story going and you need a few days, just let me know and I won't feel like I scared you off. ;-;
discord.altanavailabilitysat-mon most of the day, tues- fri early am (think 3am est) as I work a late second shift job
n/sfw okay. I am willing to do romance or more nsfw things as long as it is discussed beforehand or seems like a natural progression.
in-game play. My schedule is a bit weird so if it is IG we will need to set up a time ♥
preferencesthird-person, paragraph + and prefer discord but can schedule ig sessions.updatedjan-7-2025
biography.
just like the seed, i am chasing the wonder. i unravel myself, all in slow motion.
just like the seed - i don't know where to go. through dirt and shadow, i grow. i'm reaching light through the struggle
name. Delbee 'Bee' Kha
age. Twenty-seven
race. Au'ra/Elezen
birthday. 1st sun of 2nd umbral moon
astrological sign. Nymeia/Aries
gender. Female
pronouns. She/Her/Hers
sexuality. Pansexual
" suffocate so my tears can become rain, i will water the ground where i stand so the flowers can grow back again. "
height. 4'5"
weight. 92lbs
hair color. White with soft pink edges and highlights.
eye color. Pastel pink, white limbal rings.
skin tone. Peach.
notable features. Mandala tattoo over a lot of her upper body, most of her arms inked white.
miscellaneous details. Specially made horn details that her mother made for her, along with several piercings in each ear. She is rarely without either.
job occupation. Dancer and Bartender for Shinjuku District venues.
place of origin. Kugane
home. The Goblet
family. Sarantuya Kha, mother, alive. Erdene Lebeau, father, deceased. Odgerel Kha, maternal granmother, alive
marital status. Single
d&d alignment. chaotic neutral
mbti. ENFP
likes. loud music, good drinks, the stars, rainstorms, and the ocean.
dislikes. intense heat, cleaning mud off of things, assholes being assholes just cause, and forgetting to take her make up off and sleeping in it.
virtues. loving, passionate, and kind.
flaws. jealous, quick-tempered, and sensitive.
personality. Delbee is a person that is happy most of the time and likes to spread that to others around her. She enjoys having fun and will do just about anything to have it. She feeds of the energy of people and events and likes to be in the crowd with others. She has her shy moments, mostly when the confidence has been overdone and now she has to back her words up with action.She is a clean person, keeping her house spotless and her weapons and art equipment in next to brand new status. She does not mind making a mess, however, and honestly enjoys cleaning up after. It is a calming thing for her to come down from high energy events or intense activities. She also loves to share her passions with people and learn new things from them and will stick her hands and toes in anything at least twice.Despite being a general ball of positive energy, she loves a good silence between friends or lovers to just enjoy the time being spent together and will never pass up a lazy day inside. She is close to her family and her best friends family and values their opinions.
| STATS | RATING |
|---|---|
| health | ★★★★★★★☆☆☆ |
| strength | ★★★★★★★★★☆ |
| tenacity | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
| stamina | ★★★★★★★☆☆☆ |
| intelligence | ★★★★★★☆☆☆☆ |
| dexterity | ★★★★★★★★☆☆ |
| perception | ★★★★★★★☆☆☆ |
| creativity | ★★★★★★★★★☆ |
| charisma | ★★★★★★★★★☆ |
| social skills | ★★★★★★★★☆☆ |
| empathy | ★★★★★★★★☆☆ |
| confidence | ★★★★★★★★★★ |
headcanon one. despite wearing and owning a lot of pink, her favorite color is mint green. Her home has been painted in the color and has been a shock for most visitors expecting a pink house.
headcanon two. has a deep love for music, despite not being able to play a single instrument, and will always stop to listen to any live music.
headcanon three. Delbee carries a small watercolor set with her most days and a small sketch book that she can keep in her bag.headcanon four. She has an oral fixation and usually chews on pencils and pens, but will occasionally chew her necklaces. She tries to keep candy on her to stave this off.
headcanon five. She wants a pet really bad, but gets anxious in picking what animal she wants and talks herself out of it - instead donating time, food or money. The local animal shelter knows her name.
headcanon six. She puts her feet everywhere and can not sit correctly in chairs. She will tuck herself into corners or sprawl over things way before sitting up straight.
origin.
Delbee Kha was born to Sarantuya Kha, a master goldsmith from Othard and Erdene LeBeau, a clothier from Ishgard. Their love story started when Sarantuya tutored under Erdene and the two felt a spark. They married within a year and went several years before trying for children. During this time, Erdene was becoming increasingly ill from a long term condition. Sadly, he would not get to see the birth of his daughter.Despite lacking her father, her paternal grandparents are active in her upbringing. She attended the same school her father did during the school year and returned to her mother in Kugane during the summers and holidays. She was a pain, always quick to anger and ready to start fights. Her maternal grandmother hailed from an all-women's Xaela tribe and would train her during her childhood summers. All this fighting and anger made her join Kugane's military force as soon as she was done with school. She would spend six years in their forces.While fighting Garlemald, she made friends with a viera boy named Valerian, who would later become a lover. He brought her home to Old Sharlayan where she met his cousin, Altan and her parents who quickly took to her. The Grays became a secondary family for Delbee and even after Valerian and her broke up she remains close to the viera family.After the break up she asked to transfer to the Gridanian forces in hopes of finding a way to settle down and get out of the military. She was growing exhausted with the fighting and always getting injured (her own fault, really). She spends a year with Gridania before retiring and moving back to Kugane with her mother.
present.
Eventually Delbee starts to adjust to the day to day life she settled on. Delbee finds work as a dancer for a venue and finds a small family in their midst. The staff take her under their wings and teaches her the way of bartending, finding she was more social behind the bar and serving the drunken masses.Her friend Altan introduces her to a new partner of hers, and the three enter into a relationship. The partner started to show darkness and the girls start to feel trapped. A moment of strong will breaks the partnership and free the girls from the grasp of a wicked viera. Altan and Delbee remain together for a while, finding comfort and healing in each other as they start a new life as ex-wives.Delbee finally buys a home in the Goblet and moves out of Altan's home, allowing them to start seeking what they want out of life. Delbee returns to bartending and attempts to learn dealing while keeping to herself. Altan finds a new partner and a new start and the viera introduces Delbee to a new friend.Surprisingly enough the two hit it off and now she follows her miqo'te around like a puppy. Delbee likes to say that her and Naru are doing it right and taking it slow for once in her life.
abilities.
dexterous tail.Delbee has always used her tail as an extension of her hands, and it can grip and hold various things up to about 50lbs.combat-ready.Years in the miliary has made her able to snap into a serious moment to fight in the blink of an eye. This also makes her a very light sleeper.will of stone.For better or worse, she will not stand down if she feels she is in the right. This may include physical assault on her person which she will weather until she can not stand anymore.
i.e. during her time fighting in the war between Garlemald and Othard, her and her small squad maintained a line against a troop twice their size until the Warrior of Light came to relieve them.
physical combat.
folding milpreves.Altan has attempted to teach her more than basic healing and has gifted her custom made, foldable milpreves. Delbee has yet to touch them or learn any healing.waifu pistol.Delbee's main weapon is a bright pink pistol she has put stickers on. She is aware it gives away her location and she really does not care.dance, or i'll shoot.Delbee has turned to a life of gun-wielding and even goes so far as to mimic the movements of combat dancers, but with her handguns instead.physical strength.As an ex-Paladin, Delbee is fairly strong. Her body is mostly muscle, even as she has grown a bit soft from no longer practicing sword work.
strengths & weaknesses.
| STRENGTHS | WEAKNESSES |
|---|---|
| observant | nosey |
| energetic | high-strung |
| passionate | distracted |
| friendly | pushy |
| patient | anxious |
| empathetic | neglects self |
| spontaneous | flaky |
| team-player | agrees too easily |
magic & aether.
combat first-aid.Delbee has done first aid mid battle and retains the information and steady mindset to continue to do so.sturdy.She is not afraid of a little gore or getting messy.nervous-healer.if you have the misfortune of having Delbee tending to your injuries, be prepared to hear awful jokes as she has said 'if I am not laughing, I will be crying'.
Her gifted milpreves were the result of her friend attempting for several months to tutor her in both the skills of the Astrologian and White Mage. Delbee understands the practices, but can not seem to manifest the aether properly without a more sturdy guide.
moodboard.
other skills.
bartender.Delbee took up bartending for a job and excels in it. She loves to mix drinks and try new ones with friends. She can kind of translate this into cooking.dancer.Before she was a bartender she was a dancer. This has kept her flexible and strong as well as boost her confidence. She does not dance as often anymore unless it is for fun but she is still very good.artist.Delbee likes to work with watercolors and makes landscape paintings when the mood suits her. She wishes she could master other media but she finds she does not have the attention span to learn a new craft.sharp-shooter.She is eerily accurate with her guns, and more so when she actually pays attention to where she is aiming. A game of airsoft with her can leave people bruised in surprisingly hard to reach places.meat-shield.Years of tanking has made her small form be able to withstand punches and hits. Her tiny frame can take a wallop that can knock some hrothgar on their ass.
hooks
after the gloom, i wanna lose me, i wanna fade away with you.
I will shoot.
During her marriage Delbee found a passion for all things gun-shaped. Her previous military background as a paladin taught her how to take a punch, but there was something very simple and pleasing about a gun.Delbee would love to meet engineers or machinists, gunbreakers and even sages. Recently, she has been teaching herself how to maneuver her old dancing steps with the weapons in hand instead of the normal battle-fans.
I can drink to that.
While Delbee can cook enough to survive, when she was taught the art of mixology she really found herself at home, whether it be in the company of the patron or the spirits.Delbee is always down to show off her skills and get her friends and loved ones a bit in their cups. More often than not this is when she starts to convince them that gambling with her is a great idea.
my life is a storm since i was born, how can i fear any hurricane.
in any life, if i could hold you for a minute, darling, i would do it again.
Color me.
Delbee has always had a love for the arts. Most mediums escape her, but she has a fondness for watercolors and painting the world around her. She normally keeps a small easel and paint set on her but she does occasionally pack a full set and adventure.She would be entirely lying if she said she did not want company with her while doing this, or to attract new friends who might be interested in sharing their love for the arts with her.
Nightlife glow.
Delbee used to spend most of her nights out in the cities, finding new bars and dance clubs, but she has settled down this last year. This does not mean that she has stopped, and loves to find new places or something themed.Most of her friends have become homebodies, so she still yearns for people to crawl out into the night and make it everyone else's problem that they are there.
relationships
no grave can hold me down, i'll crawl home to her.
oh baby, oh baby, move like grey skies - move like a bird of paradise - move like an odd sight come out at night.
Altan Gray. | carrd. | friend turned partner. only person helping keep Delbee from really going off the deep end.
T'Naru Tia. |♦| Partner and friend. Ruin delver and star gazer.
Sol Shadowsinger. | carrd. | more down to earth of the twins, spooks easily. Bonded over liking the same mistake of a person.
Zureux Railemont. | carrd. | Altans partner. A man of strong will and little words.
Ana Shadowsinger. | carrd. | ex-doll tuned real girl. Cold, smart and determined. Forced to be friends, thanks to Sol.
Valerian Gray. | carrd. | ex-partner and Altan's cousin. He has come around to remaining friends with Delbee..
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if the lord don't forgive me, i'll still have my baby and my babe will have me.
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i'd suffer hell if you tell me what you'd do to me tonight.
